TINY WRONGS

It took me three years to mould this man into what he is now. It took me two years to say enough is enough, it took only a single day to have everything falling apart as if no foundation had been laid. When we left home for this Safari, we knew it was a reunion,…

ROADTRIP SHANANIGANS

I am here  thinking may be in my new age I should just pick up from where I left, writing. But it doesn’t work that way. I have to retract my steps and pick up and since ideas revolve, am now left with two half done book projects I have been working on in my…

Self wars!

She should have talked less, or maintained less eye contact. She should have dressed more reserved or let the skin breath a little bit. May she should have held the bra straps less up, covered the chest a little bit more. You know, if she also would have done shorter nails and cut those dreads,…

FEAR GRIP

Fear grip! I have just experienced this in the morning. I did the same last week. This fears are all minds illusion. Yes, like Anabel. You walk in to your bedroom unbothered by the darkness in there since you know you live the two of you. Then ,just when you blink you see a light…

DON’T GIVE YOU OUT

Eventually we all go through things we don’t want to remember. Some that we completely shut down. In some extents it gets to a trauma level. A level explaining is so hard. You could be holding a mirror to look at yourself and end up staring at yourself for hours. Tears drop following each other…

SUNRISE CEREMONY

This morning I wasn’t feeling like waking up after several “nightmares” of going back to school. Then I open my eyes slowly after realizing no one was waking me up for school. I am still holding my hiccupped laugh from all this. I am not in school anymore, so this turn off mood dream was…

SOLITARY

SOLITARY   It’s the touch, The flow from the dark melanin to mine, The assurance that it will be fine, The warmth, the lit up summer you create Of the love, The reminder that you are always here   It’s not there, the embrace It’s of an orange fur, A whiskey glass with burgundy wine,…

WHO SHOULD ASK FIRST?

  I think I went in too hard this time round. I am bold and mostly will go after what I want. With the same boldness am aware I make several people uncomfortable. But what am I to do? I have had instances where guys would play along with it and when we broke up…

SELF-TALK

  ‘’You should start a you tube channel !’’ Mellowed announces  as I walk to work. ‘’What for?’’ I ask trying not to talk out loud. ‘’ To come up with styles for short natural hair. Short hair ambassador girl!  Last night you spent two hours in front of that mirror and nothing came out….

CRACKPOT!

If there’s a mess I don’t want to be caught up ever in my life, is snooping through a man’s phone. If you want all kind of heart failure, blood pressure, diarrhea, salt less food, broken hairline just swipe in to one while under cover. A woman can be so cautious of her surrounding and…